Solaced Seraphim’s Domain of Philosophy

College life…hay, nakakapagod talaga mag-college lalo na yung pag mag-cocommute ka…1 hour trip pala yung sa akin and let me tell you it sucks.

Okay lang naman, though i feel like an outcast sa class, as in walang tao dun talaga ang di ko maka-relate. They love having a good laugh, those guys. oo lalo na ung mga guys. yep those guys can cheer you up. Pero kung pakikisamahan ko sila…that’s a different matter.

Di naman sa di ko sila kasundo. I mean, i respect them and all for their attitude, but in a sense I’m not drawn to them. Mayron ako na wala sila at wala rin ako na meron sila…ganun lang siguro ang conflict sa situation. I love to talk about the many wonders and beauty of knowledge and life, while they are out there enjoying one part of their youth. I like the idea na ganun…i mean, youth does not last forever…i should cherish it. Pero for my love of knowledge and life, that is how i want to spend my youth.

Sa akin lang naman, ang gusto kong environment is may kasama ako, and we talk about the many things in life. Siguro kahit yung mga insignificant things…but its about life nonetheless. I also like intellectual jokes, yung bang it makes some smart sense once you see it, though natatawa rin ako dun sa mga ibang silly jokes. Masarap rin mag-usap sa isang serene na place, gaya ng park o kaya ng garden (napipilitan lang siguro sa mall dahil gusto ng kasama ko). In short, i like the simple pleasures of life, at tsaka yung mga bagay that would bring me comfort.

Oo na, if i keep trying to make things the way they are, magiging outcast lalo ako.

Pero yun ang gusto ko. For many times ang parating nasusnod na lang ay iba at hindi ako. Surely, now that it is time to start anew, it’s time that i do my own thing, my own way of lifestyle. Outcast man o hindi, i like to maintain my attitude, maging totoo sa sarili ko. I liek to be serious, passionate, calm and intellectual. I like to read and write more than any sport. Gusto kong magsalita sa sarili ko while i formulate ng isang magandang story or poem. Gusto ko maging ako kung ano ako, at bahala na kayo kung tatanggapin niyo ako o hindi.

College na ito mga tol, time to get real. Time to boot up. tama na ang pagiging plastic sa college. get a life and make it real. make your life real as it is, and you can do it by being yourself.

Kung di mo magawa yan, wag mo na harapin ang buhay. the world demands real and honest people, di yung factory made, yung bang sumusunod sa uso. Maging marunong kang maging ikaw, kundi ikaw rin ang mawawalan.

And it all starts in college. don’t be afraid. justtake your step and you’ll be fine…

After all, sino naman ang talagang namatay for being himself?

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