I’m tired and exhausted
I’m tired of this.I just want to quit.
it just that life has been hard for me lately, no matter how much I improved. I’m depressed, not jsut because of my personal problems, but other pressures from the outside.
I thought I could handle it.I’m smart, so I’m supposed to handle my problems with finesse and grace. I could never let others see my darkness; my weird and funny side, yes, but the darkness still lurks deep within.
I’m quite exhausted, really.I’m increasing my physical stamina, but my emotional one is getting thin.I think I’m going to burn out soon. I hope not. Many people are expecting from me. I swear I won’t let me down.
I must be strong somehow, despite of the many emotional wounds I bear. Even if I stumble and fall, I’ll struggle to stand up just to tell myself I’m alive, that I can live my life as I want it to be.
I want to be truly happy, but it seems so far away.
And I really want to cry so bad butI can’t! I can’t!
Because eagles don’t cry. They simply soar the sky, and let her caress the tears away.
I just wish no one would clip my wings away…
