Remedy for a brokenhearted (”The oh-no I’m-so-cliche post of eagleman)

I felt my chest thud out painfully.

It must’ve been some heart defect, but you can never be too sure about it.

I mean, I can’t possibly raise my cholesterol levels that high. *Sigh* I’m losing my mind. But I felt that feeling just now.

I felt my heart break. Crack, crack….

I felt months ago that its been revealing cracks all around it. Of coruse, I tried to put glue or tape, like immersing myself into stimulating activities and all that stuff…

gym, playing DoTa, coffee breaks, hanging out with my friends, annoy my pet doggies, look at the sunrise and sunset, run, run in the threadmill, break a joke here and there…

bt nothing seemed to work. I heard a hugh CRACK! a few hours ago, and I’ve been in pain ever since.

I did go to the gym, and I’ve worked on my chest…but the pain is still there.

It must be the muscles right?

It shouldn’t be as painful as this…

not painful enough to make tears out of my eyes.

Eagles, as they soar high, their tears freezes as ice in the wide blue sky…

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